Season 1, episode 1

Hi, my name is Angkhian. Most of you who stopped by to visit my blog may already know who I am, but I would just love to go through a brief introduction about myself. It would be better for you to know more about me before reading any of my entries furthur.

So, as you know I am in my late teens now, approaching the big TWENTY in a matter of month's time. Oh wait, it's already November,which leaves me another one month before I stepped into my early twenties. Frankly, it had never occur to me that this day would come, being so used to having a number "1" in front of my age for so long, I don't know what's it like to actually start my age with the number "2" now.

Being a true Ipoh-ian, I have never leave far away from home. It's true really, considering when I underwent my National Service stint, I was having my fingers crossed to be send to Sarawak/Sabah, but it never came true. I was instead, posted to Lumut, which is only 2 hours from Ipoh. The 3-months stint came and went, and I thought I was able to leave home again to continue my tertiary education, but no, it didn't happen again. I am currently doing a 4-year Engineering Degree program in Civil Enginering in Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP), Tronoh, Bandar Seri Iskandar. Alright, it's only 30 minutes away from my home.

Sometimes, I can't help but wonder whether it was pre-destined for me to have a degree in Engineering. University life is not about parties, or at least my university has no wild parties with never-ending flow of booze. We do have formal dinners in the university, but it's nowhere near parties they have in big colleges in the big cities, let alone booze. No, even the guys and girls are separated into different areas of the university to avoid mishaps.

Aah, I forgot, this is supposed to be an introduction about me, not about my thoughts just yet.

So, I am someone whom people would love to hang around with,..wait, I have to finished my sentence,..when I am in a good mood. I give out a good harmonious aura that many find it pleasant. Get me into a group of strangers, and I happen to be chirpy, the next problem you face, would most probably to get me stop talking. If you know me longer, you would probably know that deep within the cool looking mask I put on each day, lies a depressed, upset soul who puts up another cheerful mask to hide her true feelings.

Now,don't get me wrong. I was raised in a family who loves me and I love them too. I was not a child who was left alone, and in fact, my daddy and mummy constantly reminds me that they love me and my brother very much. Every demand I made, was fulfiled with conditions. I was not spoilt, but pampered and loved.

However, my problems did not come from my family, it came from everywhere. Like every teen, I had my own dilemmas, with love, relationships, studies, financial, peer pressure..etc.

Aah, that's where my depression steps in. I gave my heart to someone whom I treasure, and it never returned. So, I am heartless and a depressed soul now. =)

I must mention that one passion of mine, is driving. Get me a set of wheels, and lotsa free petrol, and I am all set to go. I can drive, drive and continue driving for hours, that's if the car comes with a serious stereo sound system. I love blasting my favouring "boom-baa-boom-baa" songs, and I get high, just by driving. So, if you have found your passion, who needs drugs anyway?

Another thing that you must know that I can never, Ever resist alcohol. No, I am not an alcoholic, but I just love the feeling when it enters my bloodstreams. It's euphoric!

Things which I can never leave home with are my handphone, my mp3 player and my watch. Without these gadgets, I can never lead a normal life. Can't even walk straight. Music is my life. Without them, anyone's life could be boring, thus my mp3 player. Handphones are as important as music. I can never resist new models with super-uber features. I get high easily.

If you've just found about me, you must have thought that I am a new writer around. Silly of you! I have been keeping 2 blogpages all these while, with one being updated an average of 3 times each day.
Do come by and see my past entries, about my rantings, my comments, my feelings and my thoughts.

But I must warn you, you can be there to read, admire,gasp, and comment about my entries, but you have absolutely no right in doubting and questioning them.
The same goes for this blog page.
I write about how I feel, and honestly I do not give a damn what you other people's thoughts are. You feel strongly against something, you go write about it in YOUR OWN blog, not in commenting about what I have to say.

My life is not as bad as I said it is. I have many things that keeps me going everyday.
I have my family to thank for.



I started this new blog page to experiment. I hope that you would come back frequently as I will always try to write something interesting to keep you coming back for more. But alas, the things I usually write is about my daily life and also about my feelings and thoughts, it's very subjective to begin with. It's entirely up to you to come back for more or to stay far-far away. You own the computer, you hold the mouse and the decision is just a mouse-click away.

I didn't know what to write as a starter for this new page. I decided to put pictures of myself, in chronology to let you know the physical changes I went through. I dedicated my previous blogpage to my loved one,and now,this, I am solely dedicating it to myself and to you, readers.

So, as I was saying, "Hie, I am Angkhian". Call me "Khian" for short.